just thinking out loud

One of the things that I fear most is interviews.  I may be very expressive here in my writings as you see but I am the complete opposite when it comes to speaking specially during interviews. Actions speak louder than words so they say but in interviews you really have to verbalize all your thoughts, feelings, idealas and all that stuff. And that’s what I’m not very good at.  When faced with interviewers I get nervous at not being able to give the right answer and then I get mentally blocked which worsens the situation.

I have just been on an interview today and everytime I come out of the room I the questions would come flashing by again and then I would mull over what I had been asked and what I answer I gave. And since I am more relaxed at this stage I tend to think better and the right answers come right in. Then it would frustrate me that I was unable to give my best response.

I went to buy broccoli today and even if it looked clean outside I checked every fibre for any animal clinging to the lush and nutritious flowers. And when I cut them in smaller pieces I found insects that looked like lice on the head. I knew it!

I have had hated broccolis and cauliflowers for many years now because everytime I ordered food with cauliflower I always spot tiny worms and it’s just disgusting. I thought broccolis were not attractive to worms. Yes that’s true. But they also host pest and parasites that requires a whole day get rid of all of them.

As I washed the broccoli I bought I had to tear it in tiny pieces so that I could get rid of the insects. But after 30 minutes of rinsing them and always finding tiny animals floating on the water I got fed up. But I vow never to buy broccoli again. Ever!